For the record, the baby in this photo isn't mine. She's precious though isn't she : ) It's my friend's baby. My friend Brandi to be exact.
Alright people . . . so at first this story was going to be an audio-book on YouTube, but that went nowhere. It wasn't really thought out and put together the right way, I needed way more preparation. Then I thought about changing the theme of this story into a comedy special or a movie script a.k.a. screenplay. And yes I said a comedy special! I've only done stand-up comedy THREE times. So um, yeah . . . . there's no way I would actually disrespect the art-form like that. It was just a thought. I'm a fantasy writer, not a comedian so after all of my so-called attempts failed I decided to shelf this story.
Originally, this story was about a young bachelor who struck his first movie deal as a screenwriter. He was now making the big bucks $$$$ as some would say. After finding out the good news, his cousin decided to throw a house party. (The funny part about this party scene is that I imagined myself playing the main character and D.C. Young Fly playing the cousin of the main character.) During the party a young woman seduces the newly successful writer and later on tricks him into thinking he got her pregnant. She was already a few weeks pregnant when they first met at the party, her belly just wasn't showing yet.
To make a long story short, this project was going to be like the movie Look Who's Talking, but the twist is that the main character would be able to hear the baby's thoughts!
Side note: I didn't like the fact that I put myself on the cover anyway. As time passed I felt like that came off as cocky or ARROGANT, and I'm not like that at all. Last but not least I decided to use this cover and title for the thoughts I had in my journal. Hopefully you guys enjoy my thoughts, here they are:
My Worst Nightmare is to become lazy.
My dream is to increase my work ethic to the absolute max.
My Worst Nightmare is to become a hateful human being.
My dream is for everyone to love my aura.
My Worst Nightmare is to become an atheist.
My dream is to master astral projection and gain all-knowing knowledge about spirituality and the universe.
My Worst Nightmare is to lose faith in humanity.
My dream is for humans to stop killing animals and other humans.
My Worst Nightmare is to have a child with a woman I'm not in love with.
My dream is to have a child with a woman that I consider my wife, bestfriend, and lover.
My Worst Nightmare is to become the type of person that never looks at the bright side of things, only the negative side.
My dream is to master the art of positive thinking.
My Worst Nightmare is to no longer be a beloved brother, son, and potential husband & father; but a hated one.
My dream is to continue to be a beloved brother, son, and potential husband & father.
My Worst Nightmare is to be alone forever.
My dream is to always be surrounded by the ones I love for all eternity.
My Worst Nightmare is to lose all of my supporters.
My dream is gain a new supporters every day.
My Worst Nightmare is to never make a film again.
My dream is to make one-hundred films, and I already have a good start with one documentary on YouTube; so cheers to ninety-nine more!
My Worst Nightmare is to die without leaving a legacy.
My dream is to build my legacy each day.
My Worst Nightmare is to die with nothing to pass on to my siblings or kids.
My dream is to establish wealth that will last for generations.
My Worst Nightmare is to quit writing for good.
My dream is to continue writing in the afterlife.
My Worst Nightmare is to fall back on my Plan B and work in the Criminal Justice System again.
My dream is to never bring up that "Plan B" talk ever again and create a virtual theme park.
My Worst Nightmare is to lose hope.
My dream is to earn my magic.
My Worst Nightmare is to lose faith.
My dream is to fulfill my destiny.
My Worst Nightmare is to give up on everything in my life.
My dream is to strive for greatness in every dimension I'm in.
Alright people . . . so at first this story was going to be an audio-book on YouTube, but that went nowhere. It wasn't really thought out and put together the right way, I needed way more preparation. Then I thought about changing the theme of this story into a comedy special or a movie script a.k.a. screenplay. And yes I said a comedy special! I've only done stand-up comedy THREE times. So um, yeah . . . . there's no way I would actually disrespect the art-form like that. It was just a thought. I'm a fantasy writer, not a comedian so after all of my so-called attempts failed I decided to shelf this story.
Originally, this story was about a young bachelor who struck his first movie deal as a screenwriter. He was now making the big bucks $$$$ as some would say. After finding out the good news, his cousin decided to throw a house party. (The funny part about this party scene is that I imagined myself playing the main character and D.C. Young Fly playing the cousin of the main character.) During the party a young woman seduces the newly successful writer and later on tricks him into thinking he got her pregnant. She was already a few weeks pregnant when they first met at the party, her belly just wasn't showing yet.
To make a long story short, this project was going to be like the movie Look Who's Talking, but the twist is that the main character would be able to hear the baby's thoughts!
Side note: I didn't like the fact that I put myself on the cover anyway. As time passed I felt like that came off as cocky or ARROGANT, and I'm not like that at all. Last but not least I decided to use this cover and title for the thoughts I had in my journal. Hopefully you guys enjoy my thoughts, here they are:
My Worst Nightmare is to become lazy.
My dream is to increase my work ethic to the absolute max.
My Worst Nightmare is to become a hateful human being.
My dream is for everyone to love my aura.
My Worst Nightmare is to become an atheist.
My dream is to master astral projection and gain all-knowing knowledge about spirituality and the universe.
My Worst Nightmare is to lose faith in humanity.
My dream is for humans to stop killing animals and other humans.
My Worst Nightmare is to have a child with a woman I'm not in love with.
My dream is to have a child with a woman that I consider my wife, bestfriend, and lover.
My Worst Nightmare is to become the type of person that never looks at the bright side of things, only the negative side.
My dream is to master the art of positive thinking.
My Worst Nightmare is to no longer be a beloved brother, son, and potential husband & father; but a hated one.
My dream is to continue to be a beloved brother, son, and potential husband & father.
My Worst Nightmare is to be alone forever.
My dream is to always be surrounded by the ones I love for all eternity.
My Worst Nightmare is to lose all of my supporters.
My dream is gain a new supporters every day.
My Worst Nightmare is to never make a film again.
My dream is to make one-hundred films, and I already have a good start with one documentary on YouTube; so cheers to ninety-nine more!
My Worst Nightmare is to die without leaving a legacy.
My dream is to build my legacy each day.
My Worst Nightmare is to die with nothing to pass on to my siblings or kids.
My dream is to establish wealth that will last for generations.
My Worst Nightmare is to quit writing for good.
My dream is to continue writing in the afterlife.
My Worst Nightmare is to fall back on my Plan B and work in the Criminal Justice System again.
My dream is to never bring up that "Plan B" talk ever again and create a virtual theme park.
My Worst Nightmare is to lose hope.
My dream is to earn my magic.
My Worst Nightmare is to lose faith.
My dream is to fulfill my destiny.
My Worst Nightmare is to give up on everything in my life.
My dream is to strive for greatness in every dimension I'm in.
